I was hoping to have exciting news for you today, but I’ve learned a valuable lesson – don’t write the blog post until the vetting is 100% done. That post went into the trash, and instead I feel the need to update y’all slightly since I dangled a large carrot earlier in the week and have nothing to show for it.
I’m sad, because I haven’t legitimately shopped for a horse
in ten years ever and I’m not used to the emotional rollercoaster with it all. Add that to the trouble I already have making major decisions without bouncing them off of Tim, and I’ve been giving myself ulcers all week. When I first saw the horse I thought would be my unicorn, I told myself that I would trust my gut and if it wasn’t meant to be… it wouldn’t be. Turns out it wasn’t.
I’ve taken enough creative writing classes to know that good writing is never filled with self pity. Right now I’m acting like a bit of a brat about the horse and feeling sorry for myself because of my general life situation, so I’m going to sign off, hug the awesome horse I have and try again Monday.